Lyrics Forever.lrc Joyner Lucas
[id: pshllkfw]
[ar: Joyner Lucas]
[al: 508-507-2209]
[ti: Forever]
[length: 05:43]
[00:05.42]Yo
[00:09.50]I know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
[00:11.83]You will eventually
[00:13.96]Some day
[00:16.70]One day
[00:21.32]I know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
[00:24.42]And when you get older I hope you don’t hold this shit against me
[00:26.55]I hope you understand I love you more than life itself
[00:30.03]And this is nothin’ but your daddy’s thoughts when he was feelin’ empty
[00:31.47]And everything ain’t always what it seems like on the outside
[00:36.31]I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
[00:38.70]I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times
[00:41.05]And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
[00:43.98]But you know how that shit go
[00:46.79]Young and reckless, different women part time
[00:49.26]And I wasn’t ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime
[00:51.24]Me and your moms ain’t get along and she gave me a hard time
[00:53.25]I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
[00:56.75]I wasn’t happy when she said she was pregnant
[01:00.34]Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing
[01:03.98]I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
[01:06.14]I’m sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin’
[01:08.21]I know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
[01:11.98]And when you get older I hope you don’t hold this shit against me
[01:13.43]I’m sorry, yo
[01:17.12]And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
[01:20.94]Yeah I’ll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment
[01:23.67]Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen
[01:26.67]That’d get me out of that situation, I was livid
[01:30.30]I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn’t me, I’m different
[01:32.88]Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn’t live with
[01:35.13]I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
[01:38.63]I know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
[01:44.69]And when you get older I hope you don’t hold this shit against me
[01:46.58]Hope you don’t hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me
[01:50.11]Hope you forgive me
[01:52.60]And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday
[02:07.36]And to your mom it was special, me, just another day
[02:11.33]I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin’
[02:13.27]Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin’
[02:15.12]Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away
[02:17.86]I was dryin’ all my tears, look back to say yeah
[02:20.85]I was lyin’, goddamn, how the hell I get here?
[02:23.98]This is it, this supposed to be my life
[02:26.07]This ain’t how I pictured it
[02:28.27]I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often
[02:30.28]One of the worst days of my life, and I ain’t even lyin’
[02:32.96]We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this
[02:36.52]I think that I was holding a grudge ’cause she ain’t get an abortion
[02:39.42]I’m sorry
[02:42.75]Damn
[02:45.14]And I know you can’t understand my words but you will eventually
[02:47.09]And when you get older I hope you don’t hold this shit against me
[02:49.66]I can’t believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me
[02:52.89]Please, please
[02:56.72]And everything ain’t always what it seems like on the outside
[03:03.69]I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
[03:06.84]I sacrifice my life so you could live it
[03:09.78]Peace, want to give you things my father couldn’t give to, me
[03:12.85]I think I was raised wrong, and that’s just what it is to me
[03:15.24]And if you ask him then his ass gon’ probably disagree
[03:18.07]But whatever, whatever
[03:19.88]And nothing’s ever made me cry as much as you, I swear
[03:26.75]Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
[03:30.96]My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am
[03:33.07]’Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
[03:35.56]I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
[03:37.66]And the last one that you said goodnight to
[03:40.02]I went home and cried to
[03:41.59]And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you
[03:43.73]Glad I got you, that’s a blatant fact
[03:45.55]And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back
[03:47.75]I know you don’t understand my words but you will eventually
[03:50.49]And when you get older I hope you don’t hold this shit against me
[03:52.43]I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself
[03:55.33]And this is nothin’ but your daddy’s thoughts when he was feelin’ empty
[03:58.24]I was feelin’ empty
[04:00.61]I been feelin’ empty
[04:03.88]I put my emotions in this music when I’m feelin’ empty
[04:04.88]I hope you forgive me
[04:07.13]Please, please
[04:09.93]Year of Release: 2017