Lyrics HAPPY.lrc NF
[id: eokpvsgb]
[ar: NF]
[al: HOPE]
[ti: HAPPY]
[length: 04:03]
[00:06.07]Dear God, please, hear me out
[00:11.56]I know it’s been a couple years
[00:15.18]Since I’ve reached out and said hello
[00:21.05]I bet you’re wondering
[00:24.22]Why I keep
[00:28.42]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.28]When I should be
[00:37.58]Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:41.94]I know I’ve been selfish, I have
[00:46.87]No excuse to give you, it’s true
[00:50.65]Hanging by a thread’s how I live
[00:55.74]I don’t know why, but I feel more comfortable
[01:00.30]Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[01:05.06]Go up in flames, acting like I don’t
[01:09.31]Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[01:14.07]That that’s the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.23]Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:22.68]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
[01:27.31]The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
[01:31.84]Who I’d be if I was happy
[01:35.82]Yeah, been this way so long
[01:37.42]It feels like something’s off when I’m not depressed
[01:39.76]I got some issues that I won’t address
[01:41.76]I got some baggage I ain’t opened yet
[01:44.05]I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.31]I got some traumas that I can’t forget
[01:48.47]I got some phone calls I been avoiding
[01:50.72]Some family members I don’t really connect with
[01:52.99]Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.43]Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.62]Some bridges burned, I’m not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.77]Some insecurities I haven’t dealt with, yes
[02:02.09]I’ll be the first to admit that I’m a lonely soul
[02:04.50]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.61]Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.72]Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I’m
[02:12.72]Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[02:17.70]Go up in flames acting, like I don’t
[02:21.89]Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[02:26.86]That that’s the furthest thing from how I
[02:30.97]Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:35.15]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
[02:39.81]The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
[02:44.37]Who I’d be if I was happy
[02:50.01]Don’t know what’s around the bend
[02:54.52]Don’t know what my future is
[02:58.94]But I can’t keep on living in
[03:03.28]
[03:07.04]Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[03:11.61]Go up in flames acting, like I don’t
[03:16.25]Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[03:20.88]That that’s the furthest thing from how I
[03:25.33]Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.66]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
[03:34.15]The truth is, I need help, but I just can’t imagine who
[03:38.89]Who I’d be if I was happy
[03:44.17]
[03:49.52]If I was happy
[03:52.34]
[03:58.86]If I was happy
[03:59.94]Year of Release: 2023