Lyrics I Don’t Wanna Live Anymore – My Past.lrc Cassius Crover
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[00:15.56]I don’t wanna live anymore
[00:17.77]Just wanna close my eyes
[00:19.90]Here you go man take this pride
[00:21.99]I don’t give a damn about mine
[00:23.82]I don’t wanna live anymore
[00:25.93]Just wanna close my eyes
[00:28.19]Here you go man take this pride
[00:30.29]I don’t give a damn about mine
[00:32.10]I don’t wanna live anymore
[00:40.30]I don’t wanna live anymore
[00:48.56]I don’t wanna live anymore
[00:49.83]I don’t even think I wanna live anymore
[00:51.96]I was tired of living even as a little boy
[00:53.83]Now that I’m a man it hurts me just a little more
[00:55.96]When the rain is coming down it always fucking pours (I don’t wanna)
[00:58.16]Put a front on my face just to get by
[00:59.98]But in reality I’m dead on the inside
[01:02.08]Nobody understand, how am I the good guy?
[01:04.26]Are you hearing what I’m saying man I wanna die?
[01:06.17](I don’t know) What I’m becoming feels like that I’m already under
[01:07.97]When it’s suddenly flooding there’s nowhere to climb up from nothing
[01:10.02]When I’m out of my mind I’m gunning, I’m running, I’m coming
[01:12.11]When you’re coming from nothing it doesn’t even matter anyway
[01:14.55](I don’t know) I’ma look you in the eyes
[01:15.84]I ain’t even gonna lie I’m not afraid to die
[01:17.68]Honestly I wish that I could the brighter side
[01:19.85]Reminiscing of the times
[01:21.09]In this world it’s hard to find, a little piece of mind
[01:22.53]I don’t wanna live anymore
[01:23.98]Just wanna close my eyes
[01:26.03]Here you go man take this pride
[01:28.18]I don’t give a damn about mine
[01:29.95]I don’t wanna live anymore
[01:32.34]Just wanna close my eyes
[01:34.47]Here you go man take this pride
[01:36.38]I don’t give a damn about mine
[01:38.16]I don’t wanna live anymore
[01:46.46]I don’t wanna live anymore
[01:54.67]I don’t wanna live anymore
[01:56.05]I remember when I couldn’t live anymore
[01:58.17]I remember this all when I was 24
[02:00.22]Death will come for us all and it was at my door
[02:02.40]Had me talking to my mom time to call the morgue
[02:03.73]I was crying on my mom’s shoulder, brought her to the floor
[02:06.45]Let the floodgates run through my open sores
[02:08.54]Let the floodgates drown in my open pores
[02:10.49]Now I’m feeling bad I couldn’t take it anymore
[02:12.24]I was chillin’ in my feelings in this cold dark room
[02:14.12]I was contemplating suicide I’d rather go soon
[02:16.24]Staring at a gloomy night where there was no moon
[02:18.31]Contemplating should I put that thang to my dome
[02:20.29]Am I’m just a little crazy? I don’t have no chill
[02:22.37]I don’t really wanna do this man I’m tryna live
[02:24.52]Got me caught up in my feelings tryna find what’s real
[02:26.33]Can anybody else relate to what I’m tryna feel?
[02:28.73]When I really wanna leave and get up out of here
[02:30.92]I don’t really wanna do this I don’t wanna deal
[02:32.79]I know I shouldn’t fascinate with death on the real
[02:34.82]Steady pacing back and forth got my mind on trip
[02:36.94]My desire to die, is what I fantasized
[02:39.18]No need to lie, or to minimize
[02:41.25]What’s my demise, I realized
[02:43.02]That I’m hurting you, but you’ll be fine
[02:45.22]To say that you’ll be fine to this day makes me wonder
[02:47.68]What was on my mind almost put me six feet under
[02:49.49]The rain was coming down in the middle of the summer
[02:51.51]Deafening the sound I couldn’t even hear the thunder
[02:53.94]Uh hm, life’s hard and I ain’t different
[02:55.86]I just wanna speak to anybody who will listen
[02:57.66]I really wanna talk to you ‘cus you in my position
[02:59.89]All of us are living we’re just living as the victims
[03:01.93]I don’t know
[03:10.19]I don’t know
[03:18.69]I don’t know
[04:05.16]Year of Release: 2022