Lyrics I Laugh at Myself.lrc Blue October
[id: pshzpyyv]
[ar: Blue October]
[al: This is What I Live For]
[ti: I Laugh at Myself]
[length: 03:25]
[01:30.09]This is the part where I laugh at myself
[01:32.71]And the world for thinking that things could actually change
[01:42.40]Just like the old me you knew once before
[01:45.52]Who almost destroyed and lost everything to the same damn thing
[01:54.19]I’m once again in my head, I’m way over my head
[01:57.56]And I can’t seem to find a place to put all this pain
[02:07.12]My hope is a fraud and I can’t talk to God
[02:10.13]I believed in the good of the world and now I’m just ashamed
[02:19.15]I want to drink ’cause I’m mad and I’m angry but I swore
[02:22.71]I promised my wife that I wouldn’t drink again
[02:31.82]There were so many chances I had that I wasted
[02:35.04]As time went on by, they were never to be seen again
[02:43.90]And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life
[02:48.14]But I could never move on from you in the end
[02:55.42]So I fight for love, come on break my heart
[03:03.07]Year of Release: 2020